EditionsArthenon

silky strands, (well I dunno if it’s silky i indeed don’t but come on!)
lost it. haha
why is my mentality so distant from my body
im fed up.
zoom in my face please and see how this person is actually like
listen to the annoying sound ITS mind makes
actually ive had enough knowledge about this piece of shit
cut!
good take?
what does it mean, contrast?
i can go on forever with my non sense
until
i find something that….
something that’s worth….i dunno
i always tend to do this thing that..
this thing…that…..i dunno
distract me
distract me
attract me
would you?

No hangers!!
what’s so heavy?
i guess once again i hv succumbed to that mechanism
which
i got rid of years ago.

tendency.
the tendency of getting oneself tangled up in unnecessary worries and fear.

stupidity.
with an ultimate stupidity i. made. a. fuss.

so long.

only fools laugh at what’s not funny.
im such a fool.
anything can amuse me.
tell me what is funny
when nothing is not funny to me.

the two powerful forces
one to suppress and the other to release
fatal antagonism
when two polarized forces collide
it’s gonna be catastrophic

sigh.
im such a goddamn loser.
oh yeah, today i scared a preacher, from the US, as she told me.
it goes like this, she came up to me and said she wanna make some friends
but then she started to talk about christianity
she asked if i believe in anything
i asked, ‘myself, does it count?’
and then i said i didnt know why people tend to force themselves to believe in one religion or another
im not a religion person, let alone a pluralist, but it’s just that i dun think faith should be categorized with different religions. faith is faith. man, faith is faith. they preach pretty much the same thing. all about one big topic. so why secularism? we preach cos we want people do things we consider right. why can’t we just travel this one road, and stop claiming our own land. theres no point of doing all these. at least i dun see it. so i guess i really scared her judging by her facial expression. she must be thinking ‘wt kind of freak is she im trying to preach not be preached!’ lol but i couldnt help. once you talk about a topic im interested in, sorry i’d naturally dominate. i dun intend to though.

it’s alrite to whine!!
it’s alrite to complain!!
come on!! let them all out!!
it’s just alrite to let yourself drown in self-pitying for some time.
why not?
come on,, let yourself be the most tragic person in this world!!
for a couple of hours.
after you’ve spit allllllllll that make u unhappy out
after the cloud that hangs upon you dispels,
you become less tragic again.
COMPLAIN!! everyone!
it’s right to think that the world is unfair!
it’s right to be sad!
it’s just a matter of phase.

it just wouldn’t appear for that few hours no matter what i did.
then i found that i love my Dock,
it’s very important to me….
without it i can’t do anything smoothly,
i should go a long way before i can get what i want.
so, don’t leave me again! Dock!

hey but i really don’t know why it was gone for that couple of hours lor!
don’t tell me that my mac got problems so soon ah!

Nice tea with dear Sadie.
Thanks so much for the choco mint tea from The Tea House! Really!

I kinda dig the special scent that keeps intruding my nose!! It now rests 10 ft above me but I can still smell it from time to time! I never really liked tea really much but i really like the taste that comes from the package. Just now some leaves slipped from the bag, and I tried to sniff them to see what they really smell like… haha and my gesture was like,, you know,, sniffing something else.. lol

Thanks, really thanks very much.

I really appreciate the fact that my friends think of me even when they are far away from me. Things keep reminding them of me. It shows that we indeed have something in common, and that we are connected and share some memories that are only between the two of us. I find this feeling in some friends, Sadie Lee being one of them.
Feeling privileged? lol

Go to England with me, quick. lol
I mean as quick as a year from now… =P

Thanks Thanks Thanks.
Wow you see, you successfully bribed me with a bag of tea!
haha, I like to be bribed.

Keep bribing, everyone!

well this is such an ordinary entry.
i woke up 9:15 this morning (obviously accidentally)
and am ready to go!
first i’ll go to see a doctor
then i’ll have my lunch with ziggy lee
pretty much it
then go home and rot

hey am i falling in love with mid-nights or what?
how come i dumped all mornings?
a life without mornings
i don’t want it!
i miss the morning air!
nothing’s fresher.
nothing’s a better reminder of a brand new day.
a brand new day
a start
do you know what ’start’ means to me?
you hv no idea

umm…. if you think it’s not right
then it’s not quite right.

People worry. After ‘This’, there’s gonna be ‘That’. I am so people. But I guess I’d be worrying less after all of this. People need a place to settle. Somewhere stable. I don’t think I am greedy, but I need money. Don’t tell me it’s a matter of values. Fine, we have different values. Only money can provide me with peace of mind. At least for now. Give me money. Money money money, money money! Oh life is so small, when it’s not ‘This’, then it’s ‘That’. Bummed.

omg, Amy Macdonald I’m crazy about your Poison Prince.

Alive people don’t come close.
I’ll bite!